So Close to Quitting!

In case you haven’t heard…..it is with great joy that I share with you today….Quick Shifts became a Best Seller on Amazon.com last Thursday June 9^th.  I learned everything is possible!  It was because of you and people like you who banded together to create a miracle!  Thank you for your purchase and for your influence in sharing my message with others.  I’m grateful for your greatness. 

So Close to Quitting! 

To think I almost quite on Monday June 6^th…here’s my story about dealing with my reactions and what it is to walk through my issues! 

Months ago I had picked June 9^th as the day I was going to launch my newly published book, Quick Shifts.  I had built alliances with many people who were going to help promote my book.  Everything was ready for launch day until I talked to a friend on Sunday June 8^th! 

My friend and I were talking about the category I selected for my book on Amazon.com.  She shared that it would be really challenging and a lot of work to get my book on the best selling charts.  We discussed changing my categories and the length of time it can take Amazon to do that which led to talk about delaying the launch day.  The conversation ended on the note of talking with my guides and going with what I felt would be right for me.  I hung up the phone and thought, ‘what feels right for me?’  Should I or shouldn’t I change my date?  There were so many questions. I noticed my reactions starting to surface. I wanted to quit and I wanted to stop my launch because fear took over.  I didn’t think my book would even hit the charts at that moment. 

I had times where I would cry and cry and cry.  Don’t laugh!  My husband didn’t know what to do with me.  I reassured him that I was going to walk through these fears and clear whatever would come up heading into my launch date.  In my mind June 9th was going to be the launch date if anyone showed up or not (deep down inside, I did want people to show up).  I cleared so many reactions.  Every day there was something more to clear through.  I was so grateful for all my energy clearing angels who helped me move through my ‘stuff’ and the fact that I could work on myself was the other amazing part!  As I cleared my reactions, I started to look at the situation differently.

Immediately, I started to say to myself, ‘God, I want to powerfully align myself to do the work you intended me to do’…that was the whole focus for the week.  Believe it or not, I kept saying to my Self, ‘God your love is stronger than any hate I have for myself.  Help me clear whatever is blocking me from moving forward.’ More and more everyday I found peace within my Self. 

I decided to trust my intuition and go with the date I originally picked months ago.  I decided to trust in the Divine and worked at being powerfully aligned with whatever the Divine intended for me.    

I had sent an email to Amazon.com asking them to change my categories for my book, trusting they would make the changes before the big day. I chose to focus on Amazon opening up a window in their work load to make my changes. I worked on my energy, I worked on the time line…oh I worked on so many things…and always kept focused on the most benevolent outcome of what is possible.  

I focused on trusting that there was a higher purpose in walking through this event even if it didn’t sell many books I would learn something.  Sure enough, that morning Amazon had changed my categories and by 10:25am on launch day I was on Amazon.com – my book was on the ‘best selling charts in both my categories!’  Yes, I cried (and they were tears of joy).    

 Closer to the launch date, I had observed some messages from the Divine that confirmed my decision to keep my launch date as June 9th….one was I got a message from the Oneness Community sharing Thursday June 9^th was the official day to celebrate ‘day of relationships’.  The second message for me was I noticed how months ago I started Thankful Thursdays on Facebook…interesting enough June 9^th was a Thursday and that I could be thankful.  I felt in my heart reassured with those messages that I had magically picked the right date and the Universe was working with me. 

That is just some of the story…what I most want to share with you is believe in your dreams….because I am living proof that everything is possible!  I experienced a miracle on June 9^th and I’m so proud of how it all turned out and the learning in all of it.  

What is it for you to walk through your issues?  I would love to hear.